Fort Wayne

Ohh Fort Wayne. How I am so sick of you. Very very sick of you. I loved coming home to you for winter break, yes. I love visiting with my family, yes. But I can only handle Fort Wayne for about two weeks before I start to really get sick of it. I just can't take it anymore. I want to go back to my home in Bloomington. I'm mainly tired of the good ol' Fort because there is nothing to do. I mean I've been working and spending time with my family. That's great and all, but I have like zero friends here at home. I have my high school friends, but half of them go to my college and the other half don't talk to me. And one (Kait) actually hangs out with me. I'm so tired of texting people and then they are too busy to hang out and then they never text me when they aren't busy. It's like I put forth all this effort and for what? To be sidelined. I'm so sick of this! I get that you have a boyfriend, but so do I. And I don't spend every minute with him. I am not that type of girl. Clingy is not flattering. Being your own person is flattering, damn sexy to be honest. And hanging out with people you hang out with all the time (like people who live in Fort Wayne as well) is such a waste! Spend time with your friends who went away to college. Like me. Okay, so that sounds super selfish. I know. I'm not trying to be selfish; I just want to hang out with my friends. The friends I truly miss while I'm away at school. But what is the point if I'm the only person who seems to care? I care a lot, and I'm so tired of it going to waste.