I've never really liked running. It makes you tired, and your muscles tend to get sore. You're thirsty and can't breathe. I get so frustrated because I'm slower than most people. You know those people; the ones who can run for miles like it's no big deal. They get runners highs. Yea, that's definitely not me. I like to exercise, so I'll run, but the only enjoyment I get from it is the fact that I'm burning calories. And possibly losing some weight. I like being in shape as well. I'm not huffing and puffing up and down stairs when I'm in shape. I don't feel like a fatass.
I don't like to run, and yet I run. I'm so great at running away when the going gets tough. It's easier to stop, turn the other way, and just run. I don't like it when bad things happen, and I get scared. I'm this strong, independent woman who isn't supposed to be afraid of anything, and yet I'm a big baby. What is wrong with me??! I just don't like facing issues. I like peace. I don't like fighting or arguing, and I don't like having to figure out how to solve problems. It scares me when things aren't perfect. Hahahaa, oh my gosh I sound like such a nutcase! Obviously, I am a type A person. I'm just such a happy person, and I don't like to think of all the bad. I don't want to hurt. So I run away from the hurtful things that present themselves. I really need to figure out how to fix this problem of mine.
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